Thursday, October 29, 2009

a lil abstract but.....

Humour me, but I really think if the Almighty would have ensured comfortable lives for only those who are good people by heart, this world would have been a better place. It’s like, God paying you in kind (and just not being kind) for being kind :D
Why not? Won’t the world be a better place? With money and power in the right hands etc….

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

life's diwali...



(the pic of the rangoli i made, my very first)


It has been a long, long time and all that has to be blamed is the hooksinbutt syndrome I am suffering from 
It is not like I don’t have anything to write, there is so much happening around… yet somehow, I have been so angry or so happy that I have just not managed writing!

Like we spent our first diwali, in our new house. It was exciting to get it all tidied up and stuff, it meant a lot to get it right, somehow… I have never been so enthusiastic about the festival of lights EVER before. Yet, somehow since it was my prerogative this time around, I didn’t wanna screw up.

Bought mom a few things, got my self some jewellery…. Got yet another tv for the bedroom… so basically…. Spent a lot of money! My own money, so felt awesome! Still have a little remaining, which I intend blowing up soon. This is the best way to live…

The other day had a friend over… I quickly fixed us lunch and we sat and spoke for a while, it was a happy day… she told me in all her 40yrs of age… I am her only friend, someone who has stuck by her… I did feel a little bad for her that moment, it’s a pity not to have good friends around you… worse is the thought that I didn’t really consider her my bestest bud. I would have liked it better, for her, had the feeling been mutual. With all those terrible thoughts aside, it was just nice to know that I have been treasured by someone. The realization came with a smile.